Abnormal Anxiety

I keep feeling like there is something i have to do.

One of those nagging feelings.

But i can't think of anything i need to do.

So now i am just doing random things around the house, like dusting. I even vacuumed the carpet under my bed; no one sees under a bed. I'm just doing everything i can think of hoping I'll just haphazardly do the right task.

I think I'm just all angst-y for no apparent reason. I don't know what it is but i really don't enjoy it.

i don't get nervous for no reason, and i absolutely do not clean more than i need to.

i better figure out what is bothering me fast or next I'll be cleaning a whole mirror rather then just as far as i can reach.

Cyber-ized

got a web cam

woot

Community

I have zero community service hours and i had a full day of volunteer actions set up and ready to go. Then they canceled the whole thing due to winds. So no i will never graduate. How the hell am i going to get 40 hours of community service in 2 months. FML

short & sweet

Autum has come and left already.

10 days seems so short.

My new summer plans involve:

Israel, clubbing, and autum.

Now i have to go to a full week of school starting Monday. I don't think i will make it. FML

Eventful

Today:

Driving, was painful for autum. She spilled burning hot coffee on her lap. She is now a legit burn victim. Donate money to the save autum fund!

Facial, its was so awkward. I was naked on a table with some lady rubbing oil on my face. Now I'm not allowed to wear make-up for 24 hours, or else. That is all she said; 'or else'. What the hell does that mean?!

Shopping, took for ever. I will never again in my life go to Topanga mall. I walked for ever and never found anything. I was so lost all the time, and everyone i asked didn't know where they were either. It is a maze of doom!

Home, i am now taking a well deserved nap, and have an ice cold drink. After that nap i will be going to the T.O. mall so autum can get shirts. My feet are going to fall off. Then it is off to dinner somewhere to go do something with someone. My plans are so concrete.

Constantly Inconsistent

I am so sick of these almost rainy and killer cold days followed by a sunny warm sky. All i am asking for is a little consistency here. Honestly.

I am going to get my tattoo, eventually. I am honestly the most indecisive person in the world.
I am at least getting my ears pierced again while autum is out here.

Also if i even have a prayer of getting my tattoo I've got to get some money together, quick.

Whatever I'll just go to a tattoo parlor and if i feel good right before I'm going to do it i will and if I'm second guessing it i won't. Problem solved.

But i am for sure done with school. I got in to college so every thing from here on out is completely pointless. I just have to keep C's and I'm good to go. So now i can really start the fun part of senior year.

Busy because

Autum is in town.

I am so happy. These two weeks are going to be amazing. We have so many things that we have to do together, its the longest list in the world.

And i will promise everyone that i will speak fluent Hebrew before Autum leaves!