you are a shooting star that's why you are my favorite.you are a shooting star don't go and try to change it.
i missed out on a shooting star tonight. I got preoccupied on a phone call while everyone else got to see the wonders of the sky streaking star and i was left unawed and wish less. I'm thinking about what i would wish for now. i really think i would wish for some more confidence. Not the kind of confidence that lets you speak in front of crowds, or the kind that gives you the ability to humiliate yourself and not care. The kind of confidence that lets you stand alone in a crowd without the support of any. It is the one thing I fear about starting again somewhere new. Loosing the bonds I've come to depend on and having to reach out past my comfort zone to form new ones. I wish i just had one person there to stand by me so i didn't feel so alone. I guess i just have to get over these kind of things and deal.
The less self conscious i am the more outgoing less bitchy and more friendly i am the better i will do. So there's the game plan; all i have to do is stick with it and have fun until i need to put it into motion.
